Tum Ho

What a killer song from Rockstar.

Tum Ho..Tum Ho Paas Mere..Saath Mere
Tum yoon
Jitna Mehsoos Karoon tumko
Utna Hi Paa Bhi Loon

Twitching pain. Painful Longing. Lacerating torment.

How many times..

...is it possible for the heart to be broken by the same person. So much so, that you think there is nothing left to break and thats its at rock bottom, but you'l be surprised - the heart breaks again and there is further more bottom to the rockbottom.

They said - it gets easier with time. They said - it gets better with time. I hope they are right. Will bide my time till then.

Hopefully your's
Faded Glory

Nothing else matters

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart

Its your birthday. My heart and head are at its nostalgic best. Its the strength of the feelings that I am succumbing to. All I can think of is you. I am lost in the maze of - should have, could have, would have, couldnt have, shouldnt have, wouldnt have - and that is occupying all the space in my head.

But nothing else matters! You, Have a happy birthday!

Hide & Seek

You may run very far to the end of the world, you may hide in the darkest corner, you may change contact numbers, emails, cities, countries still thoughts can penetrate even where the light cant. That I know.

Bad days end, bad times end but what remains till eternity are the looks that assured you, touch that invigorates you, smiles that brighten the heart. These you cannot wipe out from the slate of your mind - no matter hard you try.

Then why do you fight it? Why cant you accept it? Why cant you let it be?

Questioning'ly yours
Faded Glory

Aaina..

..mujhse meri pahli si soorat maange...waqt likhta raha chehre pe har pal ka hisaab..

Dark circles under the eyes, the once perfectly fitted denims hanging loose. Being a telling tale aint good. What a terrible year it has been so far, right from start to midyear, wont settle for a bad ending at all. Enough of bad for 2011. I'm going to turn the tables around!

This last leg of the year, I am going to fight back and bounce back. Cant let anything get the better of my health anymore. Need to start taking care of myself, need to start eating well and sleeping well.

And that I will do!

Positive'ly yours
Faded Glory

Dil-logical

"Have the courage to follow ur heart..It already knows what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary."

Listened to Steve Job's Stanford speech for the nth time and everytime I hear it - it moves me even more. It gives me goosebumps, a chill runs down my spine. I guess he died a happy man - having followed his heart all his life.

Following your heart isnt as easy as it sounds. It often leads to you being alone or mocked at. The mind simply plays games and confuses the heart. Feelings come from the heart, and feeling and being happy has nothing to do with a rational and logical mind. The mind knows little of it. Its evil, it plots, plans and is devilish.

If you hear the voice of the heart nudging you to do something that might not necessarily be within your comfort zone, go for it anyway. You never know if you will succeed at something unless you just take the plunge and try it anyway.

I hope I find the the power within myself to accomplish whatever my heart desires. Till then - its free flowing and following the heart, sooner or later Il get there.

Dil-logically yours
Faded Glory