Come Undone!

I can feel my heart
And it's fit to burst
I try to clean it up
But I just get worse

With the sun setting on 2010, my head is bombarded with a million thoughts. Its like a perfect ending - a weekend, a month end and a year end. Sometimes just one small thing ruins it all. Sometimes just one thing makes it worthwhile. I ve got the former all year through like little packets bursting to wake me up from the dream where everything is fine. What a waste sometimes it can be to weave something! As perfect it may seem - Just pull one string and it comes undone.

Foolish-ly yours
Faded Glory

Good, Bad, Ugly

Of all the messiness internal to my head and the heart for the last 3-4 days, it spilled onto the outside too. Sometimes they say the exterior is a reflection of whats on the inside.

- Wore the same clothes for the 2nd consecutive today. Shabby Me :D
- Went to work without taking a bath. Filthy Me :D
- Wore the tee and the sweater inside out. Stupid Me :D
- Forgot my work laptop at home. Foolish Me :D
- Locked out my own account by entering a wrong password 3 times. Idiotic Me :D
- Wore no earrings or kajal or combing my hair. Ugly me :D
- Told all the above to almost everyone. Funny Me :D

Of everything that happens and bogs me down, thank god for small mercies that I can still laugh at the silliness of things than let the drama rule my life.

Smiling-ly yours
Faded Glory

Physical Attraction?

What does physical attractiveness mean to you?

1) Physical Attraction EQUALS Sexual Attraction
2) Physical Attraction DOES NOT EQUAL Sexual Attraction
3) Is the meaning different depending on whether you're male or female

Post with what you think and what your gender is!

Questioning-ly yours
Faded Glory

Erase & Rewind

November went by so fast without even making a swooshing sound. With the privelege of it among the last few months of the year, November makes a special case this year. Total crazy-silliness, yet, personally satisfying and fulfilling in a way. Draining and exhaustive in another way. Having enjoyed and survived it all and totally loving the fact. December knocks at the door. Bring it on I'd say!!

Lost in Translation

Seven in the morning
The sun isnt shining
I wake up with a sigh
I dont know why!

Snooze the alarm twice
Twist and turn thrice
Turned 28 from ten
I dont know when!

Cover up with a bedsheet
Curl up my tired feet
Mind runs like a crazy hare
I dont know where!

Rest my head on the pillow
Control the tears that flow
Feeling cold or hot
I dont know what!

Rub and Close my eyes
Wishing for clear blue skies
Will I ever be understood
I dont know who would!

Swing Vote

All my life I have stayed in Delhi and loved it to the core. Everytime my friends from Banglore, Hyderabad, Chennai or Mumbai complained delhi was a horrible place, with bad people and no culture. I always supported and defended my place of birth. Today, I was let down. My vote has swinged today the other way. Delhi isnt all that great. I am too pissed with the people of delhi today.

The reason of my ire: 5 school kids on a speeding santro, crushed a rikshawala to death and they try to flee. Their so uneducated mom accuses me of trying to make a quick buck for standing up for the poor fellow who died on the road, because of her son, who had credit cards in his pocket but no DL. He had his chipped nail to show he was hurt too from the accident. Ofcourse I was angered and heated up, by her attitude and audacity, and to cool me down that lady offered to get me a cold drink. Disgusting! Absolutely No humility, No shame, No guilt, No civic responsibility!

I really wonder, do we really deserve to be in delhi, a world class city when we cant appreciate something as simple as human life. The people of delhi let me down today, very very badly!!

Free Falling

Should I just ask
Instead of wearing a mask
That everything is alright
Not by a long sight

Should I just hangon
when conclusion seems foregone
somethings may change
the world looks so strange

Should I just forget
like a bad debt
what i'm trying to clutch
feelings that senses cant touch

What should I do
I wish I knew
No crystal ball
To tell me all

Let the church bells toll
Let the die roll
With sixth sense to guide me
Hope I wont be falling free!