Hope Against Hope

'Everybody's got a hold on hope, It's the last thing that's holding me.....'

Lines from the song 'Hold on Hope', im listening to right now...somehow makes me realize how we all cling to a hope, for some miracle to happen to turn things our way. There are certain things that you have no control over, and they sort out with time.

Why is that we still want to give time to things when the gut feeling contradicts it.Yet you find yourself so helpless at times. Maybe because we dont want to regret later that we gave up, when hanging in there for a little while could have made things better. After all when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

Im clinging to a hope, that i might be able to get what i want, despite the odds. Im playing the waiting game but dont know what the outcome will be.

Im just like a passive player in a football ground. Have run around the ball a lot and am tired of doing that. Standing still for the ball to come my way. Yet im not leaving the field, dont want to quit. Then what am i doing in the field? I wonder....

That my friend, is hoping against hope!

Next song on the playlist, 'Time of your Life' by Green Day...

Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.

Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.

So make the best of this test
and don't ask why.

It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time.

It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life